Dralindar -- Enjoying the simple way of life

I can't accept the fact that I finally fail to gain the job which I have waited for long. Tears are overflowing down my cheeks as I hear Mr.He explaining some trouble of my employment.

I have a dream

What do you dream of in your life? A decent job, a happy family, or large amounts of money? Maybe they are interlinked. In Shanghai, a vibrant city, we can't measure wealth simply by the money you owned, because every coin has two sides. The more money you have, the more expenditure you spend.

As for me, I would like to engage myself in a decent job. I love to work for a large company. Still, my favorite industry is IT and telecom. Later this afternoon, I received a call from a famous apparel enterprise, a HR spoke to me with her sweet voice, 'Do you have time participating in an interview arranged on Thursday this week?' I promised her without any hesitation. However, when I return home, I discuss with my husband and long for suggestion. He thought that it is not a good choice. Actually, I have communicated with my classmate who disagrees with me. She stated that such labor-intensive industry as apparel industry is unworthy of being contributed. For lots of classmates and schoolmates in ICT industry, I do like it and hope a wonderful future.

I promise not to leave ICT industry. With 3G development, there exist a great many of opportunities of handset and mobile internet services. Both of them have been my direction of long-term research.

A lazy lady is the same as me who puts her blog for twenty days for inexplicable reason. I have been waiting for a letter from HR of xx corporation. However, No news come. Early last Friday, I worked up the courage to call the number of HR, who told me that it was still in the entry approval process. Everything is so uncertain that I am getting my mood swings. Will it speed up the process? Do I actually hear from HR? I am going to lose my confidence for its unefficient work.

I browsed through a blog this afternoon. Some views shocked me, such as the attitude towards job, a good job for a good life. Fortunately for the writer, he has been working for HW corporation after quitting job from a foreign-owned company based on Europe. His comfortable and decent standard of life make me envious. Therefore, I need to roll up my sleeves and work hard to succeed in my future.

Time flies when I become completely immersed in the fantasy. It is 9th today. There is only 50 days left before I enter 2010. I must cherish every day. From now on, I have come back to days when I involved myself in lots of work.

I am sad. I am in a bad mood. Nobody knows what I am worrying about. I don't know whether I can obtain it or not. I am involving myself in the failure result.

Later this afternoon, my brother-in-law told me that there is a limit to the time I can take.

Instructed by an interviewer, I took a psychological test in my house yesterday afternoon. The result is unknown to me. But, I have tried my best to finish it and hope for success.

This afternoon, my husband and I went to Dongfang hospital to see his mother, who would have surgery on urethra tomorrow morning. There are many patients and no shortage of folks. I dislike hospital for its disgusting smell so we left for xujiahui plaza at four o'clock. After having supper in 'dashidai' which is a famous place with a wide variety of dishes of different tastes.

We returned home at 7 p.m.. I watched TV for a while and turned to sing songs. Suddenly I remembered to call my nephew for today was his birthday. We chatted on the telephone in a happy mood.

It is a busy weekend!

Tonight we go to eat hot pot.

I attended 1-hour written examination at 6:30 tonight. It is my third time to go to XX company which is one of the most famous corporation in the world. The interviewer told me that I must pass the finnal test which determines my admission to his company. Everything was going smoothly now. It is my opportunity to implement a project about handset.

I am tired of job-hunting. There are no proper job for me. What a useless person as me who never fail to succeed in any interview. I regret performing so bad yesterday. Why don't you speak something good to the company  you are looking forward to? Although it is not doing well actually, you should also praise its product, such as high technology, cute appearance and wonderful future.

I have been living a wretched life from September last year to October this year. Evil emotion frequently haunt me, which worsen my mood too. What should I do? My husband often said that job is a tool for money making. My idea longing for progress from my job is always criticized. However, Do I live a monastic way of life day after day? No, it will drive me crazy.

Nobody will help me except myself. But, what is left after so many attempt？I am pessimistic about my future. All can be included in a word that is 'I am living bad'. What should I do? How could I do?

Blogbus.com becomes my new nest where I can speak in English of my worry and happiness. Nobody aren't willing to read English materials and I require nothing from anybody, for it is just my private space.

Earlier this morning, when I still worked in shtc, I received a call from an interviewer who asked me to come to his company at 4 p.m for the second interview. I was so happy that I couldn't engage myself in the urgent duty. Besides, I was also informed by a headhunter a couple days ago that there will be an interview arrangement for me this morning at 11 o'clock. What a lucky day!

However, I didn't performed well this afternoon. Althought it is going smoothly at first, I got nervous when a manager came in. Because he didn't smile that I was afraid to communicate with him. I felt great pity for what I had said.

Let me come back to the first interview in a Germany company this morning. The interviewer who is a German was very handsome and fluent in Chinese. Therefore, we communicated in Chinese throughout the course. Many exaggerated paintings were hung on the wall, which made the room look dynamic. We chatted with each other joyously. If I have a chance to work for this company, I will join it.

God, help and bless me, I need your help. Thanks.

Because I would like to obtain a more challenging opportunity outside IT and telecom industry, so as to serve different types of companies. I am sure I have ability to take more responsibilities and become the backbone of your company as soon as possible.

I was shocked when I happened to see a picture of her wedding from xxx.com. Because the groom is much older than the bribe who is a world-class athlete and also the idol of many young people. So, what is your feeling at the news? As for myself, I was literally speechless and kept silence for a while. Whichever game she plays in, I always sit in front of TV and cheer for her. I have learnt to accept her excellence and wish her bright future for both work and family.

However, I definitely don't understand her choice of marriage. So outstanding is she, she could meet a younger man who is also able like her. In my opinion, the most fascinating man is young, sunny and promosing. Your viewpoint is maybe quite the opposite, but I absolutely prefer a young man to a elder person. It is undoubtly that we will take a long time to build a perfect family in material life for we are lack of money, but the road ahead is wonderful.

Everyone has the freedom of choice in different ways. The opinions expressed above are my own personal standpoints. I will continue to support in future.

What a nice weekend today! It is sunny, breezy and a little joyous. I don't know what you are doing now, but I think you can figure out what I am doing. You can bet it！Yes, I am surfing the internet right now while my husband is too poor to listen a lecture which requires a test in the end. So he is afraid to be punished for playing truant.

I happened to spot a phrase that is ' play second fiddle to sb'. It is a very useful sentence structure. There is a common phenomenon in a comany that subordinate hasn't gone along well with his superior. Some collar-white workers hate playing second fiddle to a manager who is younger than him. Because he believes that he has all the markings of a manager.

However, I have no ambition to become a leader. I just love a peaceful life from my hard working. I have dreaming of obtaining the coveted position in a big enterprise. During my job hunting, I always blow up at my husband when I encounter lots of difficulty in interview. Consquently, I must step it up if I am going to work in a new office by the end of next month.

Please don't ask me how's my job-hunting going?  I won't answer your question until I find a job. Nowadays, connections are vital in job hunting. I should chase down every lead I can come up with so as to get a good job.

It is well-known that a true happy life means no worry, no pressure and even no need to struggle to survive. What is your idea on this? In my opinion, it is a meaning of simple and regular - Coming back home at 18 o'clock every evening, having supper at home, strolling with my husband in the playground of campus.

However, It is an unrealistic dream for me of the wonderful life nowadays. Undoubtly, I did live a life like that some days ago. But it is a pity that things will be changed in the coming days, for I am going to be on a business trip, which is a evil with me.

I am afraid to end up being fired after five years. Because there is lack of mutual communication with my leader. He has an unhealthy fixation on management in his style. I just can't helping questioning his character. I am not your money making tool, and I also have my plan for career in the future. It is unworthy of my priceless youth. I am moving forward in the right direction which can link to my colorful future.

After all, pursuing a happy life is my unshakable aim. All I do is to achieve my goal ASAP.

It is my honor to have a chance for this interview. The company regarded as a world-known one, which I have been looking forward to working for, informed me to come for the first interview yesterday morning. I didn't get any interview notice until this morning. In the past days, I have sent a total of 3 CV to HR's email. I also participated in a job Fair arranged by it by the end of last month. However, imagine my disappointment for there are no results for it.

Overall, there are three points that must be stressed. First, I should have prepared more sufficient. When I deliver the key methodology of handset research, I find the employer appears impatient. Actually, lots of methods are used in the project. However, I only remember some of them. Second, there exists several time of pause, I fail to keep up with his topic. Third, I am too engaged in the achievement of the job to answer his question properly at that time.

I must behave professional if next interview comes. An interview is just like a deeply attach, both of which need good lucks. I won't look down upon myself. However, I always lose myself if some people give me a bad evaluation.

English has been playing an increasing important rule in present-day world. Someone who has a good command of English will gain much more chances for interview, especially in a metropolis like Shanghai. Therefor, I have to try my best to learn English. Yes, I can, I can find a good job, for there is a will, there is a way.

For days, it is a puzzle for me which career I will choose in the future. Should I still work as market analysis or be engaged in financial analysis? Because I have obtained CPA last year. I have been severed as senior analysis in a consulting company for near 5 years, however, to tell the truth, I do dislike the position of market research, expecially in quantitative research, which is refered to as 'low level job'.

This morning, I contact my colleague roommate, liuting, to discuss the difference between accounting and financial analysis. After communicating with her for a couple of minutes, I finally understand real meaning of these different jobs. Then I come across my inferior schoolmate, who tells me that financial analysis is said to be a better job in finance field.

I now make a clear decision on my future career. It can summed up in two aspects. First, the right direction lies in financial analysis, for the more years come, the more value appears. Second, I will keep looking for a job of market analyst because of many experience in it. Maybe I will happen to find the position provided by a famous foreign company.

Thanks for your advice.

At about 12 p.m. when I was about to have a nap, I received a call from a headhunter who recommended a position to me.

We were awakened by the sound of anthem at 8 p.m. this morning. The first thing I noticed was a large banner when I went to my balcony. A great many people wearing colorful sportswears stood on the playground. It turned to be a splendid sport held by an institute. We had to get up, brush teeth and wash our faces, and then went out to buy an air-condition.

First of all, we came to a mall in my neighborhood. There are lots of brands of air-condition. However, few promoters in charge of selling air-condition were there, which made us confused without any introduction.  After telephone contact with my father, I decided to buy Gree's brand for the sake of its speciality. Unfortunately, Nobody appeared in front of counter, so we asked for a salesperson near us.  To our dismay, she didn't introduce Gree's product but persuaded us to choose another brand called 'chunlan'.  Although Chunlan air-condition has made great progress in the past years, which makes it one of the most popular air-condition after Gree, my favorite product belongs to Gree.

We were frustrated with her explanation. So we were going to another market. My husband proposed that we could buy it next weekend. But, the big issue is that it is entering autumn and winter is coming soon. We must buy an air-condition ASAP avoding the rise in price. We arrived in another yolo shop at noon. A young lady welcomed us. With her help, we eventually purchased an air-condition of high quality and low price.

It is a certainty we will live a warm winter.

Earlier this afternoon, I created an account and signed up for t.sina.com.cn, which was called 'weibo' in Chinese. I also recommended it to my sister with great pleasure. She replied that I was taking the lead. At that time, I was too busy helping myself to 'weibo' to notice any meaning of the word. Now, I got to know what she was talking.

Compared wtih 'xina weibo', there is another network named 'twitter' outside our country. There has a limit to the amount of word we can write.  'sina weibo' is similar to 'twitter'. Currently, sina weibo is still at the experimental stage, so that only a small number of people being invited by others have the opportunity to use it. This is something new for most netizens in our country.

I have been used to browsing articles at techcrunch.com since one day, when I happened to observe a comment on 'twitter'. After reading it for several minutes, I clicked the homepage and was astonished to find that it was a well-known blog website on IT and Internet. A great many news appear there and were updated as soon as possible. From then on, I began reading it and lots of new developments of ICT industry including 'twitter' came to my mind.

Weibo will become popular in near future, for there are lots of people who love to write a couple of words instead of a paragraph. As for myself, I am a capricious lady who is easy to emerge new emotion. Therefore, Weibo is my favorite blog I have been expected for many days.

Last Saturday, I moved into a new house, which is 54.5 square and much bigger than last one. It is located in the west of playground. The house includes a bedroom, living room, kitchen and toilet.

Every morning, we leave home with unlocked windows, for we are confident of safety. There are lots of  households in the community we live. Most are the teachers of my husband's college. I am happier settled in the house, where i can smell the fresh air when i wake up, because I lived on the 5th floor.

i hope it will endow me with many lucks. During the past nine months, I always got sick and took many medicine. It is awful to think that a young lady is a sik one. So, i hope to receive more opportunities and be healthier.

A record by my friend reminds me of the passed days in beijing. He says on kaixin.com, 'such is the cost-effective meal that each dish we eat is full of large quantity.' At seeing the comment, I fall into deep thought. Five minutes later, I ask my husband to hunt a college teacher job in Beijing. To my dismay, what I hear is that he isn't willing to live in Beijing, not to mention looking for a job.

Some people had asked me why i love beijing so much, for they heard that my hometown is fujian, the east of China. To tell the truth, i also love shanghai. It seems that i am getting used to living here. However, my favorite city is still beijing. The reasons of which are as follows.

First, I would like to keep my hard won success in staying in beijing. After the graduate examination in 2002, i came from xi'an to beijing. In Mar.2005, when i graduated, i signed a contract with a management company which help me to arrange 'hukou' in beijing. All of these are related with my unremitting efforts. That is the point.

Second, Beijing, the capital of China, is always dream place by people across the country. It is not only China's modern political center, but also the educational and cultural centers of China. In the past 2008, Beijing played an important role as a civilized city which welcomed people all over the world. I am proud of becoming a citizen of Beijing.

Third, there are a great many friends of mine. On the contrary, i have few familiars in Shanghai. When i am quarrel with my husband, i am unable to find one to confide in. i am so busy with my job that i can't have enough time to meet my friends, which also isolates myself from my friends.

In conclusion, i love Beijing and wish her a wonderful future.

I would like to share my plan for English study everyday with you. I am always fiiled with achievement if my plan is complied. Do you want to know? please follow me.

The plan consisted of several parts. It begins during my way to work, where I am used to reciting NCE. After arriving at my office, I turn on my laptop, log on QQ, and open the email from EF. The following five minuntes are scheduled to practice spoken English. So, nearly at 9:30 a.m. I start to work.

I make better use of my spare time to browse techcrunch.com instead of logging in kaixin.com. Although I used to read contents of kaixin.com, I felt it is a waste of my priceless time. Because I am a researcher focusing on ICT industry, I am more concerned about new technologies and its trend. The techcrunch.com is a good website, which frequently provides insight into the latest developments of ICT and internet industries. I am engaged in it, So you can try it whether you are also a ICT analysis or not.

On my way home, I recite the text again. It help understand the meaning of the text and refresh my memory of it.

It comes 9 o'clock p.m. when I stay in front of my desktop to wrtie English blog. So far, I have finished most of my work. I will listen to ICS new after this process.

You can maike it.

Visible progress has been made after these unshakeable efforts. Do you really love English? If so, you should take steps to learn English and be confident of improvement.

I received a call from one of domestic credit card centers which informed me to participate in a written exam. i was too excited to ask her what would be tested tomorrow morning. When i returned home after work, i did do some homework, such as searching in the baidu.com, browsing BBS, etc.

I got up in the early morning today. It was exactly at 9 o'clock that i arrived at the center in a hurry. The first person to welcome me was a safeguard. He told me that all staffs hadn't arrive yet. So i had to wait in the meeting room. Ten minutes later, a young boy also walked into the waiting room. He is a candidated graduate of fudan University. We chatted for a moment.

A young lady with test paper came into the room, and she instructed us to take the exam. To my surprise, it included two parts, one was english translation, another was program coding. I took steps to do the first part. What a pity! There were several English abbrs I don't know. When i went on to the second part, I had no other choise except giving up.  

In a nutshell, there are a lot of rooms for improvement. I should try my best to reduce the impact of poor English on my future. Only if i kept on hunting can i looked forward to the wonderful day.

Such a poor girl as me is wondering what the future looks like. Nobody could tell the answer for the reason of its undefinitely. Still, it is amazing to find that i become far braver than before. i have to confess to getting confused.

What is disturbing me lies in the unsatisfied job. I have been woking for four and a half year. In my opionion of view, there exists emotional link between the company and me, however, i would like to quit it ASAP.

There are no external and internal trains in the past years, as it is in the case of workshop. All i do is making use of my existed knowledge. Every day, i go to work dressed in a formal suit, which makes me look serious. Despite a higher living standard in brilliant Shanghai, i don't have the sense of fashion.

The experience what i gain from projects isn't well worth the loss of time and my youth. It is awful to think that I am still staying in a private firm in the changeable times.

Frankly speaking, I have three blogs on the internet. The first blog is at sina.com, which is created at Aug.16. Later, i bulit another one at sohu.com, which aimed at keeping a work log. Half a year ago, the third was borned at blogbus.com, the aim of which lied in writing English dairy and then practice my English.

Every blog has its respective functions. My sina blog has been going on keeping my daily life, such as emotion, friendship, work, entertainment. My sohu blog has been playing an important role in work summary, with which i can clarify my thoughts after years of hard working. Regarding my blogbus.com blog, it help make great progress with my English. i used to try and write in English, but i didn't stick to it. So i came across blogbus.com and decided to create a blog.

Undoubtly, my favorite blog is blog.com for its simple and generous interface. The head page on blogbus.com also reminds me of the past college life. Because there are lots of love story on it which always touched me.

Lately, I continue reading English materials every day, consequently, there are slight progress appeared. I love English because of its widely used influence all over the world.

Mr. Huang was ever a CEO of Gansu mobile whose hometown was Hunan. When messages came into my company that he had been selected as CEO of FJ mobile. They were not taken seriously. However, as news began to accumulated, managers from my firm felt obliged to communicate with him, for the invitation given by people who claimed to have followed the CEO's instruction was sent to our chairman.

The meeting of the cooperation began in FJ mobile corporation where the penetration of mobile was pretty high. It was going on well and reached an agreement. Due to good relation between the founder of our company and Mr. Huang, we finally got the bid. Colleagues were now fully convinced that our chairman was an attractive superior. As no extra endeavor had been told wasting the time, this bid is caused by the advice from Mr. Huang.The research proved easy, for a lot of successful cases had been in operation in advanced big cities, such as Guangdong, Shenzhen.  It is exciting to think that a new beginning do work after so many years diminished by FJ mobile.

I have been suffering from insomnia for some time. I go to sleep at 11p.m. every day, however, I wake virtually every night from times ranging 2a.m. to 3a.m. Because some unhappy things will come to my mind and I am getting sad, so it takes me a few hours extra time to fall asleep again. In the tomorrow morning, there are no time to make breakfast for myself.

Several factors result in the disease. First of all, the gynecological diseases have been disturbing me from May this year. I just recover from surgery while I am getting inflammation. What a poor girl! second, the bad mood goes along with my daily life and do harm to me definitely. I have been working here for nearly four and a half years. It is too long to stay here, for ex-colleagues have found the new job they love. I am lack of self-motivation which lead to a result of failure. without projects enough, my superior won't invest much many in training. There is no need to work here continuely. Third, I'd like to buy a new house which is about 100 square. Instead of saving up sufficient money, I haven't a hefty amount of money in my saving, so do my husband.

In a nutshell, we need to rely on myself and creat a better future.

How time flies! It has been forty days since I stop keeping a diary. I feel great shamed at not continuing my plan. Today is 1st.September. Many of freshmen go into college for a colorful school life. Nowadays, I join a new project, focused on the development of 160, with my colleagues.

At noon, together with my young colleague, I went to the call center of CTC for an interview. My PM had told us to get off at yaohua road, and then we can take a taxi. At first, we arrived in the location smoothly. However, when we asked the safeguard for a permission into office. He said we utterly made a mistake. Subsequently, he advised us to go straight, continue east until we reached the shangnan intersection, turn right and go along the shangnan road. Eventually, we came at the gate. It is definitely 'call center'. Consequently, it took us one and a half hour to come here.

Another thing I want to write here is that I am so astonished to uncover a secret. My young and vigorous colleague only get a low salary. He is qualified as a consultant, but the payment aren't equivalent to his knowledge. In my point of view, it is unworthy working here at all. Despite that there is a common sense that we tend to care about improvement of our capabilities instead of money, we still hope for a good life from hard working. That is to say, we need a lot of money. that is the point.

Anyway, it is none of my business. what I should do is to going on my plan, cos I am looking forward to making great progress with my English.

In late afternoon, I notice a record of my fellow colleague in kaixin net, which said, 'What can I speak to you, my boss, little bitch' Although I had smiled to it, I could not conceal the fact that I was impressed by this record. We colleagues also speak of my superior with outrage and put him in the same class as disgusted people.

This morning, a letter attached secondary infomation was sent to my superior. Before I had drawed water, he had answered to me that he didn't required a heap of raw infomation but refined viewpoints. To be frankly, after he reduced my salaries, I had no intention of working hard. But I have not found another good job till now, which means I have to go on working. Considering the deadline I should comply with, I went to great lengths to collect materials this afternoon. It took me about two hours to finish it after work.

He isn't a respectable superior for we didn't regard him as a great person. Many of our colleagues have a low opinion of him. We often began speaking of him during our walking time. However, Some of us get far closer to him, I decide not to join them for discussion for unadvisable behavior.

It has been said that credit card can be used to save money. In the light of this statement, people had better apply for various cards for lots of money saving. Though it may be possible to get a credit card in terms of your ID, it is extremely difficult to estimate the value of different cards of banks. There are times when we are used to paying our bill by one of usual card, yet we might grudge using a new card which has just been applied.

Pufa credit cards seem to be the only exception to our accustomed behavior. We often see that some staffs stand along the aisle to arouse the attention of passers-by. The likesome gifts attract us to stop and apply for it. Because Pufa bank cooperates with many of partners, we’ll benefit more from using its card. Even the strollers, who may never be sure where the next meal is coming from, want to get a card for getting train tickets easily in times of real need.

We often speak of blue-color workers with contempt and put them in the same class as the poor, however, they also have their right to choose a credit card. In my opinion, credit cards make it possible for everyone to become more equal in our harmonious society.